Sunday, February 28, 2010

BLESSED!...

Ok ok, I know I haven't posted in a few days... BUT! I'm back!! I finished reading my sister's book! AMAZING!. And with the earthquake in chile, we almost had a tsunami!!. I feel so blessed that nothing ended up happening, I think God kinda tried to remind me he was still there hahaha.I realize I do take things for granted at times,but who doesn't? We realize what's most important in our lives when we almost lose them, it becomes a news flash to straighten up and stop not taking anything seriously, Im not saying to anyone that they do not take things seriously. I'm simply pretty much stating the obvious....OH WELL! Its my blog I can do what I want :P. (to an extent), I realize what's important to me when I almost lose those things, like family and friends...And life 2. And I don't know what I'd do if I lost it. :)

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Living life. Obstacles and oranges

Hey world and the people who read me'z blog! So I never really talk about having Spina bifida, and living with it. Living with Spina bifida, Is the best yet most challenging thing I deal with in my young life. Its both a gift and at points a small burden *Rarely. Its mostly a great gift* Its something words can't really describe. And though words can hardly describe it, that doesn't mean that I won't try!. I've had 26 surgeries, and I'm only 13! Just because I've had these surgeries doesn't mean I don't wanna be treated like everyone else, And it doesn't mean that I'm not scared and don't wonder what the future will be like, who doesn't wonder what it'll be like? Everyone does at one point or another. Either way, I walk differently, So? I've gone through a lot of medical stuff in my life, So?, I want to be a nurse when I grow up, Its the only thing i've ever felt close enough to achieving, Im so determined to do so, that I won't let anything in my way. I have goals just like everyone else, Hopes, Dreams, Achievements, And even failures. Just like everyone else! I may look different but I'm not as different as you'd think, I'm just custom made :D. Living with spina bifida is, yes, at times very very hard, but its also amazing! Meeting people with spina bifida, and knowing they understand how you feel and know what you've been through is amazingly indescribable. And I wouldn't even tweak my life at all to be any different than it is. I love who I am, I get teased and stared at, Who doesn't at times? Just ignore those people cause they need lives...Nah just kiddin`, they need someone to reach out to them, to explain what they're seeing. I want to make a difference in the world by explaining it to whoever wants to know, even if its not a huge change in the world, Its definitely a start. So if you wanna help make a difference, Comment on my blog :D But please nothing creepy, Just some support to show you care. Just a quick Hello or if you have spina bifida then comment and let me know :). Well I must go. Good day world :)

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Live like your dying!

Hey world! Do you ever say "Why me?", Well I ask myself that a lot sometimes, but the thing is. Why not you? If God didn't think you were strong enough to go through certain things, do you honestly think he'd put those obstacles in your life??. Even if you feel like there's no way in heck you can go through it and keep pushing on, PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP!. I don't know about you guys but I'm christian. And I'm being raised that if things are getting to tough for you and your overwhelmed. Put it in God's hands and just pray, He may not help right away, He'll do it when he does, Just be patient because he will get to it. Just like Kris allen says in his new song Live like your dying. Its not to late :), Live everyday like your dying!. Just be thankful for the good things that are happening in your life and pray that the things that your struggling through will get better.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Hey guys!

Hi people of earth who read my blog!. Nothing new with me! *Ain't I just the most exciting person you've ever met?,or in this case, read about. Im just sittin` on my computer and talking to friends an listenin` to music. Well gtg ttyl :D

Amereecan Idle :D

Hey world!. Just got finished watching American Idol! And something serious has come to my attention......SIMON COWELL SAID YES!!!! To a bunch of people!!! OMG!!! He's been doing it more lately than i've ever seen him say it!. He said yes last year and now this year! Im just astounded because I didn't really think the word *Yes* was in his vocabulary Hahaha. I'm totally kidding simon! Totally think you rock! :). As do all the other awesome judges!.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Stuff with words...

Hey y'all. I just got out of the hospital yet again. But I have walked away the victor in the battle for my facilities! Nah nah. Some IV drama, some sugar, and some gasoline flushes later, I'm golden!